God is my shepherd. I lack nothing.

In April 2021 I went through my first surgical biopsy to remove the lump on the left side of my neck. It was an extrapulmonary tuberculosis, so I had to go through a year medical treatment with drugs. In October 2021 I went through another surgical biopsy because the medication failed and started another cycle of one-year medical treatment which ended a year later. In October 2022 I was fully recovered. God was supporting and upholding me throughout my medication journey.

My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is perfected in weakness. 

In July 2021 I went to FTT and was placed in Surabaya. Due to the global pandemic, we were tightly quarantined there. In the midst of such turmoil, we found grace in God's eyes to be able to continue the training safely. Everyday we had virtual classes about Bible, basic and deeper truths, services, and life experiences. It was all by His boundless grace.

Come, my beloved, let us go forth into the fields. Let us rise up early for the vineyards. There I will give you my love.

In the third term, my spiritual journey was at a low valley. But in the end the Lord called me to love Him again. I spent the 3-weeks term break visiting my sister in Semarang, where I rose up everyday being drawn by His sweet and fresh love for me.

Faithful is the word and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am foremost.

The fourth term, which is the last, has been the shining forth of the Lord's light upon me. The Lord called me to give up everything and take Him as my only Master, that in a sinner like me, Jesus Christ might display all His long-suffering for a pattern to those who are to believe on Him unto eternal life.